Elimination of elements of pollution:
What is pollution? Pollution is a condition in which cells, organs, glands, feelings, and thoughts lose the purpose of their existence and become abnormal and self-defeating. All vices are pollutants. Inertia and depression lead to pollution.
Every kind of hallucinogenic drug, marijuana, tobacco, alcohol, STDs are major pollutants of the physical body. Hatred, fear, anger, jealousy and revenge are pollutants of the emotional body. Greed, vanity, ego, separatism, and fanaticism are sources of pollution of the mental
body.
Thursday, September 1, 2011
It's what you make it
Lately I haven't been able to sleep
and I'm determine not to become addicted to sleeping pills. Last night I had a little praise session before I feel asleep for a few reasons. I almost made a huge mistake that made realize something quick, you can't take people for granted.
I have a dream and I have had it all my life and when I woke up around 5 the first thing I normally do is read my Twitter account to see how many hours I slept lol and to see what I miss. I follow a blogger name LowKey and lately he has gotten into hosting at events, he almost made me cry he always speaks about his mom & dad and I think it's a wonderful example that all young men should read. He wears his heart on his sleeve and it's rare to see a guy express his feelings to openly. He also said "Ya'll asses can feel this. Folllow ur heart. Yeah its gone be rough. Yep u gone fall on ur face but fuck it. Do it. Why not?" this got me to thinking about my dream if you came across any of my high school papers, you would see the question "Where will you be in ten years?" my answer was always something entertainment wise. When my friends have a question regarding something in entertainment they call me and nine times out of ten they say "I know you know about such and such." Writing as always been a passion of mine from songs, poems and even starting books that have never been completed. I am starting to pick up inspiration of those around me and its amazing what you learn from other people lives.
When Oprah ended her show this year I watched the entire season but what stuck with me the most was her very last show, I cried and took down some notes. People say Oprah is this or that but you can't deny her story.
I like when people live out their dreams it takes faith, patience, hard work and courage to say you know what I am going to do this. I can honestly say a lot of things came easy to me in life jobs and etc but now I am in a place where it is solely on me. I regret not finishing college and I am going back next year as a freshman it will be exciting and scary but I am up for the change. I will also write in some form everyday and expand my circle and hopefully it wil open doors for me. I truly believe that God wants to live the life we want and I know mine is suppose to be far from regular.
Peace :)
and I'm determine not to become addicted to sleeping pills. Last night I had a little praise session before I feel asleep for a few reasons. I almost made a huge mistake that made realize something quick, you can't take people for granted.
I have a dream and I have had it all my life and when I woke up around 5 the first thing I normally do is read my Twitter account to see how many hours I slept lol and to see what I miss. I follow a blogger name LowKey and lately he has gotten into hosting at events, he almost made me cry he always speaks about his mom & dad and I think it's a wonderful example that all young men should read. He wears his heart on his sleeve and it's rare to see a guy express his feelings to openly. He also said "Ya'll asses can feel this. Folllow ur heart. Yeah its gone be rough. Yep u gone fall on ur face but fuck it. Do it. Why not?" this got me to thinking about my dream if you came across any of my high school papers, you would see the question "Where will you be in ten years?" my answer was always something entertainment wise. When my friends have a question regarding something in entertainment they call me and nine times out of ten they say "I know you know about such and such." Writing as always been a passion of mine from songs, poems and even starting books that have never been completed. I am starting to pick up inspiration of those around me and its amazing what you learn from other people lives.
When Oprah ended her show this year I watched the entire season but what stuck with me the most was her very last show, I cried and took down some notes. People say Oprah is this or that but you can't deny her story.
I like when people live out their dreams it takes faith, patience, hard work and courage to say you know what I am going to do this. I can honestly say a lot of things came easy to me in life jobs and etc but now I am in a place where it is solely on me. I regret not finishing college and I am going back next year as a freshman it will be exciting and scary but I am up for the change. I will also write in some form everyday and expand my circle and hopefully it wil open doors for me. I truly believe that God wants to live the life we want and I know mine is suppose to be far from regular.
Peace :)
Thursday, June 16, 2011
Alpha Medical
I was blessed to learn to do taxes this year and was given a temporary position for a few months. While I working I chose to save up money to take a class for Certified Nursing Assistant, which would lead me to ultimate goal of being a nursing. Every since I can remember I've had a passion for the elderly, and my mother wanted to go into nursing but as an immature young adult I didn't listen (but boy I wish I did).
As soon as tax season started to wind down I being my search for a CNA school to attend. Alpha Medical seemed to be the place for at the time it was cheaper than other schools and close to home. The class is a month long and I was right on track to start work in June. From the start I had issues with this school, the first week the guy who I thought was the finical aid person was my teacher. He explained to me that he is certified by the state to teach the class. I understood that and I didn't mind being the only person in my class. We bumped heads over what was in the book and what he telling me as my teacher. I explained to him that he needed to be more professional and let me get my opinion across. At the end of each there was a test that was suppose to be given to review what we learned for the week. The first week no test was given because all 5 of their printers were down. SMH
The second week I had a new teacher who was very nice a retired RN from Jamaica. She was a better teacher but she couldn't see and she keep nodding off but I finally got a new classmate. Thursday came around and I finally had a test which was a little hard but I don't know my grade because until this day I have yet to recieve my test back. The owner keep saying how he was being audited by the IRS and he didn't have time to grade my test. So I told him and his wife I was very disappointed in the way they handled business and that I would like my test before the class ended.
Week three was more les the same my classmate missed two lasses so I was stuck with the reading and Q & A. I had another test and still no grades and I was getting pissed. One thing I am nice but whn I am pissed get the fuck out of my way. So once again I addressed my displeasure in the school and told them I had never missed a day and I paid for the class and everything should be given to me. These mofos had the nerve to get an attitude with me. They were trying to shut my down but I wouldn't roll over. For every statement they had I had a comeback. I told them I wouldn't recommend this school this anybody that I know and I should have went to a better school.
Week four clinical week I was all excited for this week because we got to go into the nursing homes. On Monday I showed up with my scrubs on and I was ready to go but we did clinicals at the office the bedmaking and interacting with each other practicing certain skills on each other. The last two days were suppose to be spent at the nursing home, so once I show up scrubs ready to go. None of my classmates showed and we keep waiting and waiting so I had a wasted day because nothing was done. Ugh. So the next day everyone showed up and went on our merry way and I was happy to be there among these older people with their funny stories. We did more skills and included patients, when I get nervous I shake SMH I am not sure why but I do.
After the clinicals were over my next question was when is the test? The owner told it was on May 30th 3 weeks away and I was like ok I can hang until then. The Friday before my test date something told me to call and confirm that Tuesday was a go. I recieve word that the test will be rescheduled because the state examiner quit. Ok that I understood because it is out of everyone's control, but I was pissed because nobody called and told me. So I jumped in my car and drove over there and gave them another peace of my mind. I said once again how unprofessional they were. My new test date is in July and in the meantime every job interview I've heard no response. :( but I remain hopeful. God knows my heart. Until next time stay great :)
As soon as tax season started to wind down I being my search for a CNA school to attend. Alpha Medical seemed to be the place for at the time it was cheaper than other schools and close to home. The class is a month long and I was right on track to start work in June. From the start I had issues with this school, the first week the guy who I thought was the finical aid person was my teacher. He explained to me that he is certified by the state to teach the class. I understood that and I didn't mind being the only person in my class. We bumped heads over what was in the book and what he telling me as my teacher. I explained to him that he needed to be more professional and let me get my opinion across. At the end of each there was a test that was suppose to be given to review what we learned for the week. The first week no test was given because all 5 of their printers were down. SMH
The second week I had a new teacher who was very nice a retired RN from Jamaica. She was a better teacher but she couldn't see and she keep nodding off but I finally got a new classmate. Thursday came around and I finally had a test which was a little hard but I don't know my grade because until this day I have yet to recieve my test back. The owner keep saying how he was being audited by the IRS and he didn't have time to grade my test. So I told him and his wife I was very disappointed in the way they handled business and that I would like my test before the class ended.
Week three was more les the same my classmate missed two lasses so I was stuck with the reading and Q & A. I had another test and still no grades and I was getting pissed. One thing I am nice but whn I am pissed get the fuck out of my way. So once again I addressed my displeasure in the school and told them I had never missed a day and I paid for the class and everything should be given to me. These mofos had the nerve to get an attitude with me. They were trying to shut my down but I wouldn't roll over. For every statement they had I had a comeback. I told them I wouldn't recommend this school this anybody that I know and I should have went to a better school.
Week four clinical week I was all excited for this week because we got to go into the nursing homes. On Monday I showed up with my scrubs on and I was ready to go but we did clinicals at the office the bedmaking and interacting with each other practicing certain skills on each other. The last two days were suppose to be spent at the nursing home, so once I show up scrubs ready to go. None of my classmates showed and we keep waiting and waiting so I had a wasted day because nothing was done. Ugh. So the next day everyone showed up and went on our merry way and I was happy to be there among these older people with their funny stories. We did more skills and included patients, when I get nervous I shake SMH I am not sure why but I do.
After the clinicals were over my next question was when is the test? The owner told it was on May 30th 3 weeks away and I was like ok I can hang until then. The Friday before my test date something told me to call and confirm that Tuesday was a go. I recieve word that the test will be rescheduled because the state examiner quit. Ok that I understood because it is out of everyone's control, but I was pissed because nobody called and told me. So I jumped in my car and drove over there and gave them another peace of my mind. I said once again how unprofessional they were. My new test date is in July and in the meantime every job interview I've heard no response. :( but I remain hopeful. God knows my heart. Until next time stay great :)
New changes
I wanted to keep my blog, but I wasn't sure of what I wanted to write about so I decided to write about my journey back into the workforce. After working at a job for eight years I was laid off ( and it partially because of my mouth) but eh...The road back will be a long struggle but I determine to go for mines. I hope you decide to follow me on my personal quest for a better life. You will still see music reviews from time to time like Beyonce's 4 coming on June 28.....
Wednesday, May 4, 2011
Music at my age
I have been wondering with has happen to the stars I grew up with Britney, Christina, and Amerie these stars are the same age as me and they seem to be getting out done by the younger kids these days, and I am not just speaking performances wise, I know you don't move the same at 29-30 as you did when you were 19-20. The younger artist music seems to have more mean..take Frank Ocean for example his mix tape is awesome and he is 23.
Britney doesn't even dances anymore and that was her selling point because we all know she lip sings.... she has lost it and she looks like her heart isn't in her music anymore.
Christina's last CD tanked so bad I can't tell you the name of it but boy she can sang.
Justin Timberlake hasn't dropped a CD in almost 5 years because he has become a "movie star" but I think he is scared he won't be able to live to the awesomeness that was Future Sex Love Sounds but I think he can.
Jessica Simpson has become a billion from her shoe line that is fabulous.
Most R&B stars disappear quicker than anything
What happened to Amerie? her 1st CD was wonderful but her 2nd one was eh and I have the CD.
Eve is a rapper her 1st CD was the bomb she expressed her pit bull in a skirt image very well but after her song with Gwen Stefani she fell off.
Brandy who I love has a difficult road in music as of late, she has downgraded herself to being a reality show star and her last CD Human, I can't name one song beside Long Distance off of that CD
Lauryn Hill dropped the classic, 5 time Grammy winning, diamond plus selling Cd The Miseducation of Lauryn Hill and she just lost it and had a ton of children and God knows what else. Recently Ms. Hill seems to be making a comeback by touring..
Bobby V's first CD was awesome and the his wackness just cancelled him out.
I almost wrote Usher off because he took so long to follow-up his diamond plus selling Confessions and then he dropped Here I Stand and people hated it, I actually loved that CD very much it told the story of where he was at that particular time in his life....then Papers almost killed me that laughable tune was crazy and then Raymond vs Raymond came out I was pleased. He should give up on the dancing tho and let Chris have it because he is always out of breath.
Destiny's Child broke up and Beyonce as we all knew became one of the biggest starts on earth and she cancelled many careers in the process see: Mya, Ashanti, Amerie, etc........
Kelly Rowland has been trying to get it together with her solo career and was overlooked she had some hits with Nelly and Eve and has been during euro-pop music overseas but her new single Motivation is blowing up everywhere and I can't front I love it.
Britney doesn't even dances anymore and that was her selling point because we all know she lip sings.... she has lost it and she looks like her heart isn't in her music anymore.
Christina's last CD tanked so bad I can't tell you the name of it but boy she can sang.
Justin Timberlake hasn't dropped a CD in almost 5 years because he has become a "movie star" but I think he is scared he won't be able to live to the awesomeness that was Future Sex Love Sounds but I think he can.
Jessica Simpson has become a billion from her shoe line that is fabulous.
Most R&B stars disappear quicker than anything
What happened to Amerie? her 1st CD was wonderful but her 2nd one was eh and I have the CD.
Eve is a rapper her 1st CD was the bomb she expressed her pit bull in a skirt image very well but after her song with Gwen Stefani she fell off.
Brandy who I love has a difficult road in music as of late, she has downgraded herself to being a reality show star and her last CD Human, I can't name one song beside Long Distance off of that CD
Lauryn Hill dropped the classic, 5 time Grammy winning, diamond plus selling Cd The Miseducation of Lauryn Hill and she just lost it and had a ton of children and God knows what else. Recently Ms. Hill seems to be making a comeback by touring..
Bobby V's first CD was awesome and the his wackness just cancelled him out.
I almost wrote Usher off because he took so long to follow-up his diamond plus selling Confessions and then he dropped Here I Stand and people hated it, I actually loved that CD very much it told the story of where he was at that particular time in his life....then Papers almost killed me that laughable tune was crazy and then Raymond vs Raymond came out I was pleased. He should give up on the dancing tho and let Chris have it because he is always out of breath.
Destiny's Child broke up and Beyonce as we all knew became one of the biggest starts on earth and she cancelled many careers in the process see: Mya, Ashanti, Amerie, etc........
Kelly Rowland has been trying to get it together with her solo career and was overlooked she had some hits with Nelly and Eve and has been during euro-pop music overseas but her new single Motivation is blowing up everywhere and I can't front I love it.
Jay-Z wins an Emmy
Hov won a Sports Emmy for Run This Town which was played during this years Superbowl.
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